krizza and happiness

‘Life changing moments may happen unexpectedly. It may have a good or bad result, but the feeling of self-fulfillment is priceless.’ I am  a 23 years of age at this moment. In this existence, I have been through problems, anxieties, insecurities and etc, because of these, it molded the person who I become right now. There were certain times that I thought about giving up.  I was brought up as a Catholic. I went to Catholic schools since elementary up to college. Every Sunday, as a family, we make sure that we attend mass and celebrate it. However, life had given me a time wherein my faith is in doubt and that pushes me to question how strong enough I am to hold on. Despite of this, I still love God. I can’t contain it, but I am still thankful that He has been there for me, no matter what will happen. These past few months of my life have been a roller coaster ride. There are episodes wherein I feel so depressed and alone. I have committed mortal sins that until now, it

           I am not really a fun of ‘selfies’, but while I was on the bus going home, I found it enjoyable to take pictures of myself. It gives me the feeling that I’m beautiful.        Life is also about taking pictures. It depends on the photographer’s view on the quality and even on the timing of the shutter. The photographer is us. Everything in our lives is dependent on our hands. Some pictures have meanings, and we tend to treasure it even if years had already passed. My life at this moment is somehow struggling towards happiness. As I mature, I found happiness as my real treasure. It is not about on our material things, but it is the self-fulfillment that we achieved within ourselves.        My life is not perfect. No one is perfect, isn’t it?        I am still struggling every day. There are times that even putting a smile on my face is so hard that I can’t resist but to cry instead. I am trying to define myself on my own contentment especially on the only the things I

A goodnight song from Adam :)      The song ‘If I ain’t got you’ was released on the year 2004. It was way back my grade school years. Then, this version of Maroon 5 brings back the inspiration and meaning of the song and funny, my sister, who is 9 years younger than me, introduced this cover to me. I’m not that old, I’m just 23, by the way. :)      At this moment and if I will be given the chance, I really wanted to dedicate this song to a friend who gives me a roller coaster ride in our relationship. He’s only a friend, but I can’t stop myself from developing this so-called ‘love’. I tried it before, but it gets harder and harder especially if we’re together. He’s a good friend. He knows everything about me and I love everything about him. I cannot ask again the bullet words like 'Why can’t you love me back?’. I already asked him before and I can still remember the words he said, “I only like you and like is better than nothing” and I was rewarded with a wounded heart. Yah