krizza and happiness

‘Right now, I am in love with my ex-boyfriend whom our relationship end up four years ago.’ Yeah. It’s a big and rush statement. Remember I’ve written a blog post last month that I don’t want to fall in love right now. But, here I am, enjoying the cuddling moments with the guy who broke my heart four years ago.  Everything was not planned. I don’t know with him, but when we met up last week, a spark between us ignited and it became the lush of a new relationship, of a second chance. I’m still in doubt about this set up. I am unsure of what will happen in the next few days. I have established my goals in life before he came back. I am still looking and aiming for that to happen. Well, I should not think this seriously. I need to go on, but I don’t want to reverse the decision of having him again in my life. Life can be so unexpected at times. It might give you surprises and even an opportunity to be linked in a wondrous luck. He’s the last guy I’ve been in a re

T I M E   O F F I have lit a candle one hour ago. Finally, at this moment, I have to put out the candle. I was actually hoping that at some point I can extend its capacity, but I am not capable of doing it. Unfortunately, I just have one candle. Being a book lover can help me to get through with my loneliness. I am in a sober mood right now. I can’t convince my friends that I am actually doing it. Yes, I am honest with myself. I disposed every guy I am into.  This sober mood was actually an advice from my high school classmate as I’ve told her that I am really struggling in my relationships. (‘Relationships’ because I’ve been with a lot of guys and I am not used in counting them anyway.) I keep holding on the past and I left messy things on the present. This is what I have accustomed from the time being I’ve learned how to love.          I am always wishing for my one true love. I’m a hopeless romantic. I keep on thinking what will happen in the next few years to c

              T he moment I knew that I become a better person was when I was able to put a smile into other people’s faces and I found a deep happiness within me. However, I have  uncertainties in my life that can help me think and further influence my everyday decisions.                    Right now, I am imagining myself on a cliff of a mountain, intimately embracing the scenic view of the nature. The sound of the birds keeps on giving me a continuous relaxation. The cold breeze allows my body to generate its heat.           This imagination give me the feeling that I am comfortable of being alone. I’ve learned how to appreciate the essence of being in a solitude. In the past few years, I keep on stumbling in my relationships. I am still single for four years already, because I’ve let myself be played by men with all my consent. I’ve let it happen because of my own will. I was exposed on different scenarios wherein I was fooled and became frustrated wi

               Right now, every time I take a few deep breaths, I can feel that my heart is gradually ripping into pieces. This will be a challenging start in my life. I should make a point that I am moving one step ahead every day. Life will always be tough and these feelings can be one of the greatest fears that I am thinking before entering in any form of relationships. The first few months of 2016 had given enough realizations in my life. It was an upside down episodes that I didn’t expect to happen. It happened last night that I’ve given up everything about him. For almost 6 years of turning my attentions to him, I’ve finally decided that it has to end. I can’t go on with my life anymore always reserving an empty space for him. I can’t entertain someone without thinking ‘what if’ about us. He said that I should not write about this, but I can’t stop myself from putting into words what I am truly feeling. This should be expressed in the most appropriate way. ‘Frie

GERD, why do you have to keep on coming back? Originally written last June 26, 2013. 'Sometimes we tend to overindulged ourselves with earthly things. Then, frustration comes in when the feeling of inadequacy overshadowed us.'    Last June 23, 2013, I ate a lot that I couldn't manage my stomach anymore. It started with a cup of milo at 4am. I was in the graveyard shift that time. I didn't have enough sleep and I don't have any choice, but to drink cup of coffee after I ate my breakfast. Well, I'm living with my family and I didn't have the hard time in preparing my meals. That morning we enjoyed our merienda because shared a serve of mango float. I'm glad staying in the house every weekend because my siblings were there and together we're complete as a family. I ate four slices of pizza the afternoon of that day and then, it started my hyperacidity.      I was diagnosed with GERD last year. GERD (Gastroesophageal Reflux Diseas

First Year for   Jianne Althea A daughter is a gift of love.       This is for the first birthday of Jianne Althea Miramon Basilio.  She's bubbly and she's an angel. :)

VICTORIA ALEXIS turns 5 She will always be her mom's favorite. I thank God for giving me this wonderful opportunity to be a part of another celebration. I didn't force myself to focus in this hobby, but look, here I am enjoying my spare time in this creative endeavor. :)