krizza and happiness

               Right now, every time I take a few deep breaths, I can feel that my heart is gradually ripping into pieces. This will be a challenging start in my life. I should make a point that I am moving one step ahead every day. Life will always be tough and these feelings can be one of the greatest fears that I am thinking before entering in any form of relationships. The first few months of 2016 had given enough realizations in my life. It was an upside down episodes that I didn’t expect to happen. It happened last night that I’ve given up everything about him. For almost 6 years of turning my attentions to him, I’ve finally decided that it has to end. I can’t go on with my life anymore always reserving an empty space for him. I can’t entertain someone without thinking ‘what if’ about us. He said that I should not write about this, but I can’t stop myself from putting into words what I am truly feeling. This should be expressed...

GERD, why do you have to keep on coming back? Originally written last June 26, 2013. 'Sometimes we tend to overindulged ourselves with earthly things. Then, frustration comes in when the feeling of inadequacy overshadowed us.'    Last June 23, 2013, I ate a lot that I couldn't manage my stomach anymore. It started with a cup of milo at 4am. I was in the graveyard shift that time. I didn't have enough sleep and I don't have any choice, but to drink cup of coffee after I ate my breakfast. Well, I'm living with my family and I didn't have the hard time in preparing my meals. That morning we enjoyed our merienda because shared a serve of mango float. I'm glad staying in the house every weekend because my siblings were there and together we're complete as a family. I ate four slices of pizza the afternoon of that day and then, it started my hyperacidity.      I was diagnosed with GERD last year. GERD (Gastroesophageal Reflux Diseas...