krizza and happiness

I t’s been awhile since the last time we met, but then, fate had granted, we really have to meet again. I miss you. I am not sure but I know that you’re feeling the same way too. Or maybe, I just assumed.   I always got you in my mind.   You're a like track on my playlist that I keep on playing.               On the 6 years that I’ve known you, I found myself in a desperate position to be with you again. However, I didn’t quite imagine that I was the only one who keeps on hoping that one day you’ll be back for me. ‘I am not always your priority.’   You have treated me so badly, but unfortunately, I still love you.             You’re the last guy I am thinking right now and you’re the reason why things got so complicated. I have to let you go my dear. Being friends with you in this very long time, doesn’t make any sense anymore. The six years is enough already. I need my...

               Right now, every time I take a few deep breaths, I can feel that my heart is gradually ripping into pieces. This will be a challenging start in my life. I should make a point that I am moving one step ahead every day. Life will always be tough and these feelings can be one of the greatest fears that I am thinking before entering in any form of relationships. The first few months of 2016 had given enough realizations in my life. It was an upside down episodes that I didn’t expect to happen. It happened last night that I’ve given up everything about him. For almost 6 years of turning my attentions to him, I’ve finally decided that it has to end. I can’t go on with my life anymore always reserving an empty space for him. I can’t entertain someone without thinking ‘what if’ about us. He said that I should not write about this, but I can’t stop myself from putting into words what I am truly feeling. This should be expressed...