krizza and happiness

I t’s been awhile since the last time we met, but then, fate had granted, we really have to meet again. I miss you. I am not sure but I know that you’re feeling the same way too. Or maybe, I just assumed.   I always got you in my mind.   You're a like track on my playlist that I keep on playing.               On the 6 years that I’ve known you, I found myself in a desperate position to be with you again. However, I didn’t quite imagine that I was the only one who keeps on hoping that one day you’ll be back for me. ‘I am not always your priority.’   You have treated me so badly, but unfortunately, I still love you.             You’re the last guy I am thinking right now and you’re the reason why things got so complicated. I have to let you go my dear. Being friends with you in this very long time, doesn’t make any sense anymore. The six years is enough already. I need my...

‘Right now, I am in love with my ex-boyfriend whom our relationship end up four years ago.’ Yeah. It’s a big and rush statement. Remember I’ve written a blog post last month that I don’t want to fall in love right now. But, here I am, enjoying the cuddling moments with the guy who broke my heart four years ago.  Everything was not planned. I don’t know with him, but when we met up last week, a spark between us ignited and it became the lush of a new relationship, of a second chance. I’m still in doubt about this set up. I am unsure of what will happen in the next few days. I have established my goals in life before he came back. I am still looking and aiming for that to happen. Well, I should not think this seriously. I need to go on, but I don’t want to reverse the decision of having him again in my life. Life can be so unexpected at times. It might give you surprises and even an opportunity to be linked in a wondrous luck. He’s the last guy I’ve been in ...

T I M E   O F F I have lit a candle one hour ago. Finally, at this moment, I have to put out the candle. I was actually hoping that at some point I can extend its capacity, but I am not capable of doing it. Unfortunately, I just have one candle. Being a book lover can help me to get through with my loneliness. I am in a sober mood right now. I can’t convince my friends that I am actually doing it. Yes, I am honest with myself. I disposed every guy I am into.  This sober mood was actually an advice from my high school classmate as I’ve told her that I am really struggling in my relationships. (‘Relationships’ because I’ve been with a lot of guys and I am not used in counting them anyway.) I keep holding on the past and I left messy things on the present. This is what I have accustomed from the time being I’ve learned how to love.          I am always wishing for my one true love. I’m a hopeless romantic. I keep on thinking what...

'Real love isn’t a fairy tale, but it’s so worth it, and possible if we work for it.' -Lori Deschene Sometimes, I can't avoid to think that having a relationship is a need in my life right now. Last night, I had a talk with a friend who unexpectedly gave me an advice that I think it's worth to consider. He said that being single in our moment is way better than having a relationship by demand. He chose to be single because he wanted that relationship to end up in marriage. There is no use of finding a girlfriend or a boyfriend right now if your only reason is to entertain your empty life. Anyway, he's right. I can see that he is happy, even though he said that his love life is so plain like vanilla. I am single for 3 years now. In this long time that I have, I had the most rocky road adventure in finding for the right one and I always ended up with sad goodbyes. I'm a hopeless romantic that's why I easily fall in love in the wrong guy. I have to ...

Oh well, two good movies in just a week! I don't really have enough time for a side trip, but this movie? I can't resist it. :) Love, Rosie. I've been waiting to watch this movie after I watched the trailer last year. Since I've known that this is also a book based movie written by Cecilia Ahern which it was with same author of P.S. I love you. Honestly, I watched P.S. I love you more than 3 times and I can't stop myself from crying. I loved how the story line moves especially on letters that Gerry had wrote for Holly. Aside from that, the movie location was in Ireland and that makes the movie more interested.  I do have a copy of the book, but I can't find time to read it. Maybe soon! I am really satisfied with P.S. I love you though the ending was the saddest part. LOVE, ROSIE....love and friendship... The almost two hours movie made me realize something, and that was, 'no matter what will happen, the friendship should always be the best reason...

     Even though I have a lot of things to do especially on my requirements, I still find time to watch a movie and enjoyed it a little. I definitely chose 'Song One', starring Anne Hathaway and Johnny Flynn.       Below is the plot I copied from Wikipedia.        Franny Ellis ( Anne Hathaway ), an archaeology student, returns home from her PhD thesis work in  Morocco  to see her estranged brother, Henry ( Ben Rosenfield ), a musician who entered a  coma  after a car accident. To revive Henry and repair their relationship, Franny uses writings from Henry's journal to travel among New York City music clubs, where she takes notes on the phrases and music she observes with hopes that the similar sounds, once played in his room, will awaken Henry. Eventually, Franny meets Henry's favorite musician, James Forrester ( Johnny Flynn ), at a concert, and convinces him to play for Henry. Franny and Forrester d...

Written FEBRUARY 6, 2014. "I am single because, apparently, the only good men are fictional." I just finished watching the movie, AUSTENLAND, and I found the subtitle after I watched the movie. However, thanks to my loud equalizer because I didn't had the hard time listening to every conversations. Well, I just laughed hard and fall in love more deeper again in this movie after I enjoyed the sad ending from the movie 'Her' which I've watched few days ago. I am glad because after my tiring 12 hours of duty, I still have this chance this wonderful and unforgettable movie.      There is really a difference between reality and fantasy and because of this movie, I realized that I am still dreaming. I recommend all the single women out there, especially the hopeless romantics, to watch this movie for the coming Valentine's Day. It may help us to be awaken from our own fantasies. We should not put in our mind out perfect prince charming but i...