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A goodnight song from Adam :)

     The song ‘If I ain’t got you’ was released on the year 2004. It was way back my grade school years. Then, this version of Maroon 5 brings back the inspiration and meaning of the song and funny, my sister, who is 9 years younger than me, introduced this cover to me. I’m not that old, I’m just 23, by the way. :)
     At this moment and if I will be given the chance, I really wanted to dedicate this song to a friend who gives me a roller coaster ride in our relationship. He’s only a friend, but I can’t stop myself from developing this so-called ‘love’. I tried it before, but it gets harder and harder especially if we’re together. He’s a good friend. He knows everything about me and I love everything about him. I cannot ask again the bullet words like 'Why can’t you love me back?’. I already asked him before and I can still remember the words he said, “I only like you and like is better than nothing” and I was rewarded with a wounded heart. Yahoo! :(
     I don’t know why I can stop myself from thinking about us and the possibilities of our chances. I don’t want to expect for something more, but I am just a girl who wants to cling on the things that give me happiness. I know that he is aware of what I’m feeling about him. Still, we both wanted to keep this friendship. 
“Some people want it all. But I don’t want nothing at all. If it ain’t you, baby. If I ain’t got you, baby”
     No matter how hard you tried and if it is not meant to happen, then, the best thing to do is accept everything. I accepted it 5 years ago and right now, acceptance is still the precious option.



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