AUSTENLAND

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Written FEBRUARY 6, 2014.
"I am single because, apparently, the only good men are fictional."
I just finished watching the movie, AUSTENLAND, and I found the subtitle after I watched the movie. However, thanks to my loud equalizer because I didn't had the hard time listening to every conversations. Well, I just laughed hard and fall in love more deeper again in this movie after I enjoyed the sad ending from the movie 'Her' which I've watched few days ago. I am glad because after my tiring 12 hours of duty, I still have this chance this wonderful and unforgettable movie.
     There is really a difference between reality and fantasy and because of this movie, I realized that I am still dreaming. I recommend all the single women out there, especially the hopeless romantics, to watch this movie for the coming Valentine's Day. It may help us to be awaken from our own fantasies. We should not put in our mind out perfect prince charming but instead, one thing that we should watch for is how real that love is growing. 



Valentine's Day 2014 is coming already and I still don't have plans yet. There are certain times that I am more comfortable in creating my own fantasies than knowing the truth that I am still alone. I may be sad and lonely but I am still trying to be happy despite of this depressing reality. It's been two years and I am still single. Some people asked my why am I still single. They don't believe me either. Well, it's the truth. I think this is the thing after all, being single and the feeling of loneliness. To be honest, there are times that I can't stop myself from being jealous. Why am I being deprived of this chances? When is it my time already? Waiting patiently for your right time is really hard. People also would say that waiting is the worst part ever. Time is already ticking and I think I should pray for this one.
 I know God is listening to me right now. :)


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